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floundering

by fogart

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1.
motif 01:53
2.
jack 04:10
never thought i was a man for a while, but i found, i found i am no one to laugh about nothings changed, nothings changed…. i’m the type to really drive you nuts take your stuff, fill your guts with lies like i pesky fly, i drop in with the facade, i mean no harm a couple moments of despair accompanied by knots in my hair feelings to electric chair those fleeting feelings, those feelings wrapped up and on a tray plagued with disarray por que? cut the corners and burn the crop felt bored, felt weak, mystique jumped the gap for what i am and i know, know i know, it’s full-proof (chorus)
3.
wwwm 03:49
what's wrong with me (x∞)
4.
maybe when i’m 80 i will let you hold my baby maybe when i’m sober you can hang your coat on my doorhandle maybe when i get there you can teach me not to be scared maybe when i’m older you can hold on to my shoulder maybe when i’m shriveled you can nail me in my coffin maybe when i’m all done you could toss out my hall pass maybe when i’m mental you could give me some mentos maybe when i’m grieving you can drill a hole into my cerebral cortex i’m, i’m over the hill and i’m finished, finished i’m, i’m over the hill and i’m finished, finished maybe when i’m 80 i will let you hold my baby maybe when i’m sober you can hang your coat on my doorhandle maybe...
5.
security 01:21
6.
melanin 05:15
hey lou reed lou reed and john cale john cale john cale melanin melanin melanin melanin melanin melanin melanin melanin....
7.
floundering 06:41
bitterness swells, up inside me and fractures open wounds never imagined, so much physical pain in the mental, points in my brain fell fell on the floor it hurt could use a pick me up could use someone to lend a helping hand could be anyone, willing to come around and to see me finding one so something more than other it swells, burns, on the inside somewhat reflects in my wretched cough if only you’d knew how much it would kill me facing pa speakers to drown out the cause it could of been something more than other something more than other spilt it all over the place why did you spill all the rice milk all over the table? spilled it all over the place now you’re floundering, in a pool of it all oh, i never should’ve said that to him that day but it burns so much over spilt milk on the counter, i’m swelled up with bitterness and pain
8.
ditty 2 01:39
9.
born into, a good family healthy meals, on my dinner plate born into, a good family healthy friends or so i thought, to be or so i thought, to be or so i thought, to be or so i thought and now i want to die and now i want to die born into, a bad family such a shame or so i thought, to be or so i thought, to be or so i thought, to be or so i thought and now i want to die (x4) holy communion family reunion for it's not, what it was that it said holy communion family reunion for hours now, i have wanted to die for years now, i have wanted to die and now i want to die...
10.
vagabond 07:21
made some poor decisions made a huge mistake came up with some lies i couldn’t put into place i know things will change but for now, they'll stay the same for all i know, it’ll pass but for now it remains not knowing where i am tears me up, tears me up feeling like a vagabond not knowing where to go things are moving slow for all i know, for the better i think it’ll be fine for now, for now.
11.
the day, that you went away it hurt, more than you'd imagine the day, you went away i tried to forget, everything i'd known the day you walked out the door, i could've sworn a part of me went, there with you the day, you ignored me at our friend's house it fucking killed me inside the day you'll move on will be closer than the time it'll take for me to forgive myself for things i never did for things i never said but it tortured my own mind, my own mind for years the day you went away i could've sworn you took a piece of me, right there with you
12.
i've found a brand new feeling i've found a brand new thing it's better left alone it's better left alone i've found a brand new thing i've found a brand new thing better to be left alone better to be left alone i've found a brand new thing i've found a brand new thing much better than before better to be left alone i've found a brand new thing i've found a brand new thing
13.
14.
blest christmas morn, though murky clouds pursue thy way, thy light was born where storm enshrouds nor dawn nor day. dear christ, forever here and near, no cradle song no natal hour and mother’s tear to thee belong.

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recorded at home, winter/spring of 2023 in eugene, or**
*blest xmas morn (nod to david) recorded 2022
**security recorded 2020, vocals/secondary
keyboard in intro: rix cannell

all songs written/recorded/performed/produced/mixed
/what have you by charles delong* art by the former.
*blest xmas morn is public domain
cover photo is royalty free

special thanks:
mack parlamis, rix cannell, stella parker

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released December 1, 2023

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